I get caught in my own head. I spin off and start freaking out about some minor issue, or obsess about something else. I cry and sob about issues, or constantly research something that is over 4 years in the future. I spin and spin, constantly going. Unable to stop, unable to focus or see anything else. And then it all stops. I find my focus, I remember my desire, and I remember all the answers, blessings and reassurances I've been given.
I see it and my mind stops and I can't help but smile.
Something good... Amazing friends who send me care packages with all the decorations I need for Sydnee's bday because I don't have time to make them and she is so creative! I love Fawn!