Never Thought

I never thought you would refuse to answer your phone
I never thought I wouldn't be able to tell you about my day
I never thought you would purposely try to make situations more difficult
I never thought I would have to feel afraid of you
I never thought I would cry myself to sleep over you
I never thought I would lose my friend
I never thought you wouldn't be their dad

I just never thought you would be the enemy against me. But where's my alternate past version of you to be supportive and help me through every day?


Something good.... There are some amazing angel women in my ward who are so supportive, helpful and loving. I appreciate already what they're doing for me.
K